I heard yesterday Jesus so clearly. My friend and I started a Bible study on Saturday mornings. Jesus was there. My heart felt like it did in 7th grade in Stefani's basement. It was like being at a well. It wasn't the particular book or workbook or song or dvd. Although we chose an amazing book. It was Him. I talked to Him as if He were sitting across the table because He was, hovering over my book to hear my whispers. I woke up scared He wouldn't be there but He was kneeling by my bed keeping watch. I have to talk to my Creator in confidence and speak to He who is sitting in the room. My prayers don't bounce off walls or flout in the universe, they go directly into His ear. Everything is falling into place. Only for Him could I abstain from all the potholes there are to fall in but thank Heaven for Him.

My baby is a gymnast. She can somehow escape from her crib and not hurt herself. It is the scariest thing you have ever seen, but she stables herself and doesn't fall. It makes me worry. God has been changing me so much lately that it is amazing. He is using the loneliness in single parenting to cultivate my heart and bear fruit for Him through joy and contentment. That was a long sentence. Night

School is killing me...so boring. I just took a speech test and made my to-do list. BUT the circus is coming...I am so excited!!!!!!!!! Callie is going to love it.